Pieces
When I pushed back she killed me with love
Ameliorated with pieces of her
When I needed a shoulder to cry on
She offered little pieces of her
When life had chipped away the edge
She built me back with little pieces of her
When I fell away she brought me back
She gave too many pieces of her
I've taken all her energy
She gave too much to me
These idiosyncrasies go both ways
For her and me
She's true blue the colour of constancy
I'll build her up with pieces of me
She's true blue unconsciously
I'll build her up with pieces of me
I'll build her up with pieces of me
I have blamed her when I should have blamed myself
She knows I'm lost in my own way
She offers me resilient heart
But she gave too many pieces away
When I take her energy
When she gives too much to me
Our idiosyncrasies go both ways
For her and me
She's true blue the colour of constancy
I'll build her up with pieces of me
She's true blue unconsciously
I'll build her up with pieces of me
I'll build her up with pieces of me
Blue illumination is our reality
When the signs of life had all but gone from me
Blue illumination in actuality
When the signs of life had all but gone from me
When I take her energy
When she gives too much to me
Our idiosyncrasies go both ways
For her and me
She's true blue the colour of constancy
I'll build her up with pieces of me
She's true blue unconsciously
I'll build her up with pieces of me
I'll build her up with pieces of me
Rising Up
Feel the sun breaking through again
I've struggled through the dark and stormy rain
Shards of light now touch the sky
The storm was inside my brain
I feel alive, I feel brave
I feel my life is gonna change
I feel love and I feel safe
I'm rising up again
Distanced from dark day smiles
I've fought to reach the happy place
Life was in another's hands
Restricting my breathing space
I feel alive, I feel brave
I feel my life is gonna change
I feel love and I feel safe
I'm rising up again
Strings had passed to a puppeteer
I'd lost of the control
Helpless to make any plans
The pressure takes its toll
I feel alive, I feel brave
I feel my life is gonna change
I feel love and I feel safe
I'm rising up again
Sleeping Dogs
Wait, I hear the noise, I disappear, I'm disappointed
Pushed it too hard, a break in the void
Stop, it wasn't my choice to reappear, remaining disjointed
Or living in fear for holding a torch
Living was easy, when I wrote those words to you
Giving was easy, but I held something back from you
Forced intervention held me up against my will
Fate followed your heart, I have been bound so don't let me suffer
Moving to live, the journeys begun
Sail unchartered water, spinning the wheel, search validation
I've lost my chill scaring myself
Living was easy, when I wrote those words to you
Giving was easy, but I held something back from you
Forced intervention held me up against my will
Fighting the demons left inside
You walk alone without your pride
Stifle the cry, the beauty has died
Spiralling lies, let sleeping dogs lie
I'll fall and take the casket
Still waiting for the answer
To the question of this broken heart
Take my hand you can mask it
It helps to shroud the answer
To the question of this broken heart
Stifle the cry, the beauty has died
Spiralling lies, let sleeping dogs lie
Mechanism
Love the dark, it hides all my sins
selfish disease
Makes me act like no-one really matters to me
This mechanism is fixing me
This mechanism is breaking me
Walked that road, I've become the cliche
wasted years
Floating round, inside of my dream world all alone
Mechanism helping me
Mechanism damaged me
I caved in so quick, flavour of release
I know that I'm sick, searching for some peace
Push the things inside of my head to one one side
Fight or flight, lead me to that plane, mile high
Mechanism comfort me
Mechanism hurting me
Bring me up and drags you down I'm neglectful of your feelings
The hardest thing to see is poison in the thoughts that I'm concealing
Fight me, bite me I'll return, keep me coming back to burn
No matter how many times it makes me sick I'll never learn
I caved in so quick, flavour of release
I know that I'm sick, searching for some peace
Creation Room
Let's pretend for a moment
Let's pretend for a moment
There is a place where anything can happen
A dreamatorium if you will
Let's pretend for a moment
Let's pretend for a moment
There is a place where everything is possible
A hallucination if you will
Where songs are sung and memories are made
lost in the illusion if you will
Welcome into my imaginarium
Follow me inside my creation room
A world that knows no bounds in fantasy
Let's pretend for a moment
Set your mind alight for a moment
From Here we've joined other searching souls
A place to escape to at your will
Tears have been shed for good times and for bad
A witness to your thoughts if you will
Welcome into my imaginarium
Join with me inside my creation room
A world that knows no bounds in fantasy
Together we can dream we're falling
Up instead of down we're falling
Top hats and tails and floating scarves
Dinosaurs are driving cars
Rainbows dripping down the canvas
Screams and giggles and manic laughter
Jewels and glitter and sprinkled magic
Puppets trip the light fantastic
Horses leap from carousels
Salutations from my caravel
Welcome into my imaginarium
Lose yourself inside my creation room
A world that knows no bounds in fantasy
Together we can dream we're falling
Up instead of down we're falling
Addiction With Decorum
We're both addicted in our own way
You're perched on my shoulder
Like my guardian angel
Watching as i get older
All change with the moon and the tides
Share my seat enjoy the ride
Dreams of life in the city
Taking scenes that cause effect
Not the level that's completed
Resides what you do next
All those dreams and aspirations
What you give is what you get
I don't know how to stop
The hole is deeper than the cause
You've become my sanctuary
And I've become yours
You stop me opening the door
And I won't ever let you fall
Shying from the public secret
Addiction with decorum
Talks have only scratched the surface
Using only words as weapons
The clown and the beauty queen
Giving smiles on the TV screen
Watching you is an honour
Never taken for granted
Curls fall hips swaying
Moving like its after hours
Holding on to dignity
Open soul for the world to see
I don't know how to stop
The hole is deeper than the cause
You've become my sanctuary
And I've become yours
You stop me opening the door
And I won't ever let you fall
If there was something I could do I would do it
No empty gestures
Just want to help you through it
Share the burden make it better
I see the pain and anger in your eyes
Repercussions are there for life
I don't know how to stop
The hole is deeper than the cause
You've become my sanctuary
And I've become yours
You stop me opening the door
And I won't ever let you fall
Vulnerable
I don't want to fight today
Mind's replaying yesterday
Need to rehibilitate
I've become insensitive
I know you're trying to support now
I just want to let it go
Making me tense so leave it alone
I'm becoming desolate
Senses crushed and conquered
Agrophobic threat
Rejuvenate at night but
Mornings pure regret
I'm becoming insular
I've become undone
I'm becoming vulnerable
I've become that one
Don't intend to just get through the next day
Trying to roll with the punches but I'm getting hurt
I had all the troubles in the world to tell you
Now I'm here I can't remember one
Cushioned and protected
Blessed is the womb
Pain and fear and happiness
Sweeping through these rooms
I know you're trying to oblige now
I just want to leave it all
It's making it worse and I want to escape
Trapped within these walls
I'm becoming insular
I've become undone
I'm becoming vulnerable
I've become that one
I don't want to just get through the next day
I want to roll with the punches but I'm getting hurt
I had all the troubles in the world to tell you
Now I'm here I can't remember one
I'm becoming insular
I've become undone
I'm becoming vulnerable
I've become that one